I have not blogged in about 2 months. Partly because I am busy with somethings around the house. But mostly because I have not felt like it. I have been depressed and just feeling blah. Blogging was not making me happy.
The past few weeks I have been thinking a lot of about getting back into the "swing of things" Then I realized something. This blog, My blog was for more for other people and not for me.
I was trying to be something I'm not. I see all these shallow blogs where the post have zero substance and are about things that no one cares about like the baby crawling or the just a bunch of random Suckey pictures of their ugly kid or some trees. These people have like 500-2000 people reading their blogs! So I tried imitating them. I was doing giveaways, reviews, and watching what I said to not offend anyone. This is not me. I am opinionated, bitchy, and deep. Yes I have a emotional soft side, yes I love taking pictures, but I am so much more then that.
So from now on I am blogging for me. I will blog when I want and how I want. Have a problem with what I say? To fucking bad! I do not need others to validate me, I do not need to join dumbass photo contests where the winners are the blogger's friends and the pictures suck. From now on this blog is all me. The good, the bad, and fucking awesome.