This does not need words...
August 31, 2010
August 30, 2010
I Love Your Face
I love your giggle. I love when your little toes wiggle. I love your eyes. I love your chubby little baby thighs. I love your hair. I love your skin so fair. I love your lips. I love how your smile makes my heart skip. I love your soul. I love the way you say ut oh. I love you for you. I love you my little boo.
Thinking Inside The Box
Airi's new "house" :) She even puts her baby to sleep in it lol. She is so imaginative for a two year old. I love her so much, more than anything this world has to offer.
August 29, 2010
Wishful Pictures: Eyes Like Yours
This weeks theme is Eyes Like Yours! So Show me your best eye shots!
My examples
my sister has the most amazing eyes in the world (don't tell her I said that lol) FYI These are her real eyes!! no photoshop involved at all!!!!
Now for the rules
- One submission per person
- Photograph must have been taken by you
- Must link back to page via button
- When submitting use permalink only
- Photo must be related to this week's theme
August 28, 2010
Maybe
Maybe if I stop talking I will just disappear into nothing
Maybe this would be for the best...for everyone
I want to feel nothing not pain or happiness
I just want to melt away like snow without a trace of me to be seen
No one cares when you are missing life is just a short existence
Go on, carry on without me just let me be like a star that has faded into nothing
Good Bye My Friend
Can you imagine losing your son,brother,husband, or friend? None of us can... Yet today at 9:09 am this is exactly what has happened. The world has lost an amazing spirit. Craig was the kind of person who touched so many, even those who did not know him personally. I have had the absolute privilege of knowing him through the Internet and his web show. He was a fighter, a hero, and just the most amazing person.
Craig was diagnosed with AML an aggressive form of leukemia two years ago. Since day one he was determined to fight and beat it. Not just for himself, but for his wife and family. He received a bone marrow transplant from his brother and was featured on MTV's True Life: I need a transplant.To see Craig's back story and True Life episode please click here.
Craig has helped me see the world in a much better light. I realize there are still good people out there, and that love and courage can conquer all...even death. I promise to keep fighting for Craig and his cause. You see Craig wanted everyone who could to sign up to be a bone marrow donor, not for himself since he was no longer eligible after relapse. But for other people. His hope was to save others from suffering like he has.
We will always love you crab man and no matter what it is my personal promise to you that I will carry on your message to the world. A message of love, hope, and courage! Please everyone become a bone marrow donor! Do not let someone else go through what Craig has been through. His beautiful family is hurting and today when you see your loved ones be thankful for them and love them. Life is short and we must live and appreciate everyday like it was our last.....
Click here to become a donor and use promo code Truelife2010 to wave fees.
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good
August 27, 2010
I Have....
{I have...} a great life with some special people in it.
{I cant...} believe what is happening to Craig.....
{I run...} after Airi when she is bad lol
{I think...} religion is an escape for most people, but not the answer.
{I love...} my babies! Even though they are crazy and a handful.
{I smell...} my nose lol is that normal?
{I miss...} Being young 22 is too damn old...sigh
{I cant...} believe what is happening to Craig.....
{I run...} after Airi when she is bad lol
{I think...} religion is an escape for most people, but not the answer.
{I love...} my babies! Even though they are crazy and a handful.
{I smell...} my nose lol is that normal?
{I miss...} Being young 22 is too damn old...sigh
{I loathe...} a lot of different people. Users,abusers, and losers
{I taste...} nothing really
{I want...} this anxiety to go away and never come back
{I taste...} nothing really
{I want...} this anxiety to go away and never come back
Love Is Forever
"Every single moment that we were alive and we were together was miraculous-not miraculous in the sense of inexplicable or supernatural. We knew we were beneficiaries of chance… . That pure chance could be so generous and so kind… . That we could find each other, as Carl wrote so beautifully in Cosmos, you know, in the vastness of space and the immensity of time… . That we could be together for twenty years. That is something which sustains me and it’s much more meaningful… . The way he treated me and the way I treated him, the way we took care of each other and our family, while he lived. That is so much more important than the idea I will see him someday. I don’t think I’ll ever see Carl again. But I saw him. We saw each other. We found each other in the cosmos, and that was wonderful.”
- Ann Druyan, talking about her husband, Carl Sagan
30 Before 30
Inspired by A Bride…. and her “30 Before 30″ list, I started thinking about my own and I decided to share it in the hopes that I might actually stick to it and complete it. Although I do not turn 30 until June 25th, 2018 I figured hey this will give plenty of time!
PS this was written on my old blog about 4 months ago.
2. Finish school
3. Have 2 of my 4 kids
4. Move into our own house
5.Visit at least 3 other countries
6. Become a famous blogger
7. Get down to my goal weight
8. Learn how to play guitar
9. Throw a Halloween party
12. Buy Grayling an amazing present
13. Go see Jerry Springer
14. Read 1,000 books
15. Get my tatoos
16.
17. See Green Day live
18. Go to a spa
19. Donate blood
20. Buy a brand new car
21. Take Jocey,Tyler,and Airi on a huge shopping spree and weekend getaway
22. Grow a garden called the Pixie Place
23. Have $5,000 in savings
24. Attend the Big E
25. S
26. Get 4 more piercings
28. Write a book
29. Get off the crazy pills
30. Spend a whole day in bed watching movies with my love
August 26, 2010
I Am Thinking...
If it is nice out like it was today I am going to start spray painting my picture frames. They are going to all white to go with our soon to be aqua bluish living room. I can not wait until my house is pretty! Oh I have also decided since we have ugly drop ceilings to brighten them up with paper cranes and strings of lights. Kind of awesome huh?
Outside My House
The clothes line I am not going to lie it is an awesome piece to photograph : )
A daddilion some people think they are weeds, I think they are wish makers.
The little white picket fence in the front yard. Our lives are as perfect as the old fence itself , and that is fine by me.
A circle of trees turning the sky into a portal of magic.
& The Winners Are.....Shadow Play
This week was super hard to choose! Every entry was amazing! After about a hour of going back and forth I finally narrowed it down to my top 3. So without further ado the winners of this weeks Wishful Pictures Photo Contest are.......
First Place
Just The Two Of Us...This picture is breath taking.The silhouette is flawless. It is abstract in that when you first look at it you can not be exactly sure what the man is doing, plus the over all cool tones really has that winter feel.
Second Place
Loving My Life..How gorgeous is this picture! I love the the different shapes and patterns the trees make and the background is goldenly delicious!
Third Place
A Pile Of Pics..This picture is awesome! I love the shadow and it is also raw which is a bonus!
August 25, 2010
I Slit A Sheet
{one} what was your favorite birthday gift?
My Canon Rebel from my amazing boo of course!!!
{two} have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting?
No, but I will now
{three} what’s the strangest talent you have?
I can pick stuff up with my toes
{four} what are your favorite kind of chips?
depends on my mood lol
{five} do you know any tongue twisters?
I slit a sheet ,a sheet i sleet. upon a slitted sheet i sit..
{six} what was the last movie you saw in a theater?
Eclipse duh!
{seven} do you collect anything?
Do cats count?
{eight} what is something you wish you were better at?
being motivated
{nine} what’s the worst habit you have?
lol lots
{ten} when you wake up, what is the first thing you think?
I have to pee
Not So Good
This week has not been so good. I have been extremely tired, like to the point where on monday I slept until 2pm and then took another nap around 5 and woke up at 7. I get like this every once in awhile, but with my anxiety and fears it does not help with the situation.
I hate feeling this way. I get lost in my mind and fear takes over. I just want to be normal. I hate the pain,anxiety, and fear I always seem to have. I take my pills like I am suppose to, but sometimes they do not seem to help. Ugh I am a mess. Some one fix me.
I hate feeling this way. I get lost in my mind and fear takes over. I just want to be normal. I hate the pain,anxiety, and fear I always seem to have. I take my pills like I am suppose to, but sometimes they do not seem to help. Ugh I am a mess. Some one fix me.
